obsessed with lots of ego and envy
i  failed in all attempts,   I  tried in the past
and couldn't forget the injuries , my ill fate inflicted on me.

All my graceful energy and good name earned
slowly vanished in the columns of time.
now leaving ahead  all the extra  odds that frighten me,

I  pray the Almighty to shower HIS benign blessings on me
treating me,  altogether , as a distinct and entirely different entity.=============================================